Hold me like you held on to life
when all fears came alive and entombed me
love me like you love the sun
scorching the blood in my vampire heart
hold me like you held on to life
when desert pained in dearly in oasis
care me like you love the stars
shining the little details on the midnight sky
you were there
staring at me
while i'm keeping my thing back in my memory
you were there
watching over me
while i'm keeping my fear in the circle of memory
what were you thinking
what were you speaking
are you trying to talk to me but your courage brings you down
why are you watching
why are you staring
are you trying to reach out for me while i am sleeping
you were there for me
with your honey yellow eyes
let me dream about you with the short memory of mine
you were there for me
with your cold but warm touch
let me drawn into your embrace and hoping for the better hunch
Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn’t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there’s no point in grieving
Doesn’t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I’m leaving(Chorus)
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so aloneYou know we’ve been down that road
What seems a thousand times before
My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons
That roll out underneath my heels
And you don’t know how bad it feels
To leave the only one that I have ever believed in[Chorus]
Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain
You’ll start my heart again
When I come along[Chorus]
``Defining The Problem
Philophobia is defined as the abnormal, persistent and unwarranted fear of falling in love.
Every year, the phobia causes countless people needless distress and so many abstain from getting emotionally involved.
A restless feeling of being betrayed in love pricks you and unrests your mind. You do not feel emotionally secured in life. This eventually affects the quality of life and pushes you away from any sort of commitment.
It also triggers various symptoms in you that may incorporate sweating, irregular heartbeat, shortness of breath, feelings of dread, nausea and feeling of restlessness.
The worst thing about fear of being in love and falling in love is that it keeps you apart from your loved ones and drives you to a painful solitude. You feel alone but every time a situation arises for commitment, you get panic attacks.
The symptoms are very irregular and vary from person to person. These include sweating, nausea, rapid breathing, shortness of breath, feelings of dread and extreme fear of not being able to live up to promises.
